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today is your birthday but it might be...^^

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 24, 2008, 3:22 AM
  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: crüxshadows, adversus, combichrist, wumscut
  • Reading: air gear online
  • Watching: scrubs
  • Playing: tetris^^
  • Eating: chocolate/lollies
  • Drinking: peach ice tea
...the last day of your life

lol... no, today is'nt my B-day (actually it was on monday ;3)

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thought i may giving you a hint of my attitude, feelings and thoughts with this soundtrack of my current life^^
(the song-names of german bands adversus and wumscut has been translated in english for this blog)

ADVERSUS

-borderline princess
-blade dance
-my hate floats needles into your face
-dream on beautyful child
-soulwinter

CRÜXSHADOWS

-birthday
-perfect
-return
-dragonfly
-waiting to leave
-cruelty
-ballrooms on mars
-love and hatrea

COMBICHRIST

-sex, drugs and industrial
-give head if you got it
-god wrapped in plastic
-happy fucking birthday
-get your body beat
-rubber toy
-intruder alert
-this shit will fuck you up
-without emotions

WUMSCUT

-i want you
-war
-soylent green
-love
-mortal highway
-jesus antichrist
-at night

OTHER FAVES

the organ - sinking hearts
placebo - every you every me
the verve - bitter sweet symphony
das kollektiv - schwarzer mann
samsas traum - k.haos-prinz und windprinzessin
samsas traum - endstation eden
ASP - nie mehr
ASP - duett
ASP - werben
ASP - und wir tanzten
SITD - snuff machinery
SITD - richtfest
oomph!! (SITD remix) - das letzte streichholz
oomph!! - weisst du wieviel sterne stehn
oomph!! - frau spricht im schlaf

...^^ okay that was alot - sorrrrrrry guys^^
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the headline is part of one of my faved songs wich never loses his brainwashing power on me *lol*

i just can compare my current life-stuation with the above listed songs and especially with this lyrics^^:

Roll out of bed, look in the mirror
And wonder who you are
Another year has come and gone

Today is your birthday
But it might be the last day of your life
What will you do if tomorrow it's all gone?

You won't be young forever
There's only a fraction to the sum
You won't be young forever
Nor will anyone
So...

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, you haven't got forever

And tell me what really matters
Is it the money and the fame?
Or how many people might eventually know your name?

But maybe you touch one life
And the world becomes a better place to be
Maybe you give their dreams another day
Another chance to be free

Happy birthday
Happy birthday

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, it all comes back to you.

crüxshadows - BIRTHDAY


so... why do i come up with song-lyrics out of a sudden?

well... i am gonna change some imprtant things in my life and so also in my art *smiles*

i am honestly somekind tired of my old OC´s we created during the CS-era - its not that i don´t love em, but i wish to let them grow some older and give em real goals, individual looks and dreams they can hunt for... just to make em more interesting and capable for new stories and RPGs

part of this will be some new idea-sharing with 'rikku' and hopefully 'suicide' too and whoever got some great thoughts to tell - i am open for something new wich fits my kind of art and rpging^^

thanks for the support and spended time in past and future friends, buddies, lover and fans!^^

and something more...

WILDFIRE is dead!

why so?^^"... she decided to take another identity/look/name and changed her attitude... that will be alot of fun i guess...^^

hope you look forward to new art, stories and a new image of my own!

*smiles and hugs*

sonja

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 23
  • Current Residence: DD
  • Interests: DID, individual artists, books, japanese culture, anime/manga, lots of music, goths, WGT
  • Favourite movie: sweeny todd, whale rider, death note 1&2, swing girls, tales of two sisters, edward scissorhands
  • Favourite band or musician: crüxshadows, combichrist, agonoize, wumscut, adversus, oomph!!, ASP
  • Favourite genre of music: goth, j-rock, visual kei, classic, EBM, industrial, death metal
  • Favourite artist: takeshi obata, yoshitoshi abe, Ugetsu Hakua, drifter, laguzinthelake, loraxxx
  • Favourite poet or writer: jostein gaarder, caroline keene, enid blyton, jenni wu, drifter, laguzinthelake
  • Favourite style or digital art: sketching^^
  • Shell of choice: sony ericsson
  • Favourite game: bloody roar, FF9/x/x-2, legend of zelda, tetris, sudoku, guitar hero 1/2, KH
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: sei and jo from burst angel, penny from inspector gadget, mikoto from my hime

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Devious Comments

~amygagged:iconamygagged: Apr 30, 2008, 3:47:52 AM
hey glad u like my pics to :D. Wow you used to do self bondage pictures, i missed them haha. take care :D

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mmhppp
~DoctorBollocks:iconDoctorBollocks: Apr 25, 2008, 3:31:02 PM
Ahhh Well I can just talk to you hear? Or send me a note when you do I wanna watch and talk to you there. But what nickname

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I'm Religious so I MUST be a Discriminating BIGOT who hates anyone who does'nt agree with my beliefs and I MUST hate gays and damn people to hell.
I live in the South so I MUST be a racist redneck who drinks all the time and practices incest( wut evr tha
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 25, 2008, 10:30:44 AM
ok, dann abgemacht.
ich komme morgen nach der arbeit (so gegen 20 uhr) zum lusch und dann warte ich auf dich.... bei dem wetter kann ich mich draussen hinsetzten und lesen oder mit dem lappi arbeiten. gibt ja bänke da.
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 25, 2008, 10:14:33 AM
finden shcon was^^ - ja der hat sehr geile und günstige kaffee und chocolate-spezialitäten^^

meow

sonja

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 25, 2008, 5:17:03 AM
ok. wie gesagt dann hol ich dich ab.
double coffee kenn ich nicht. gibt es da auch kakao oder cola.... ich trink ja keinen kaffee.... und nach der arbeit noch mal zu mcd zu gehen fänd ich doof. na ja. zumindest nicht den am hbf. höchstens in der mönkeberg... zu dem würd ich noch gehen.
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 25, 2008, 4:47:18 AM
double coffee? *liebschau^^* oder doch mc^^

also ich bin spätestens 20:30uhr fertig das ist klar - würd mich wirklich freun!! *knuffs*


sonja

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 25, 2008, 3:26:40 AM
ich arbeite bis 19:30
hmmmm.... ich kann dich ja abholen. ich denke 20 uhr bin ich dann da raus
muss mich ja auch noch umziehen und so. das gehört bei uns nicht zur arbeitszeit.
dann komm ich zu dir und wir schauen mal was wir machen... und wenns nur zusammen zur bahn ist...
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 25, 2008, 2:41:52 AM
bin leider unheimlich im stress wegen umzug - ist fast noch gar nix gemacht weil ich mir vieeeeele schichten hab geben lassen um am 1.mai nicht ganz pleite da zu stehen... -_-" sorrrry... aber echt süß von dir trotzdem^^ - ehmmm wann arbeitest du denn am sa? ich bis 20:30... vielleicht könnt man ja bei dir im mc nen kaffe trinken? ;P

*knuffs*

sonja

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 25, 2008, 1:38:26 AM
ich hab heute nachmittag frei. (freitag) wenn du lust hast können wir ja noch einen kaffee zusammen trinken bevor du weg bist...
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 25, 2008, 1:26:21 AM
die bleibt erst einmal so - über änderungen halt ich dich am laufen^^

achso, morgen ist übrigens mein letzter arbeitstag, denn do zieh ich dann nach DD um :(

werd HH und einige menschen dort ziemlich vermissen - ganz so leicht wie vermutet fällt es mir dann wohl doch nicht... -_-"

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 25, 2008, 1:24:42 AM
lol, i am not changing my dev-name at all^^ till ik found a new, suitable nick :kiss:

sonja

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~DoctorBollocks:iconDoctorBollocks: Apr 24, 2008, 7:50:42 PM
Wild where is your new website so I can watch you there!

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I'm Religious so I MUST be a Discriminating BIGOT who hates anyone who does'nt agree with my beliefs and I MUST hate gays and damn people to hell.
I live in the South so I MUST be a racist redneck who drinks all the time and practices incest( wut evr tha
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 24, 2008, 11:34:33 AM
finde ich dich denn noch so lange auf ideser ID oder hast du auf "sonja" auch eine ID
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Apr 24, 2008, 10:31:48 AM
hmmmm ja, das kommt hin - ich hab aber noch keinen neuen nick - deshalb nutz ich zur zeit nur "sonja" - why so?

LG^^

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~ZephyrOfSetaire:iconZephyrOfSetaire: Apr 24, 2008, 5:03:22 AM
hi du. sag mal. hab ich das richtig verstanden. du trennst dich von Wildfire?
also von deinem nick...
sorry. mein englisch ist nicht so gut ich glaub ich hab dein journal-entry nicht ganz verstanden
~amygagged:iconamygagged: Mar 29, 2008, 8:50:27 PM Mood: Love
heya. iv been a big fan of your art for quite a while. back when you had that caught snooping site. :D just like to say thanks for all the work you have done over the years :D

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mmhppp
~DoctorBollocks:iconDoctorBollocks: Mar 26, 2008, 12:11:04 PM
I know, figure of speech an all. Oh a new one you say? Will you send me a link of the new identity or are you using the Kittenpaw account?
Hey I care of course, you kidding you're one of my buddies of course I will :glomp::hug: I like to check up every so often on my friends.

Welcome Sonja

Bollocks

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I'm Religious so I MUST be a Discriminating BIGOT who hates anyone who does'nt agree with my beliefs and I MUST hate gays and damn people to hell.
I live in the South so I MUST be a racist redneck who drinks all the time and practices incest( wut evr tha
~wildfireDID:iconwildfireDID: Mar 26, 2008, 11:16:57 AM
i am not dead at all - but... ummmm... lol... let me say i am also not wildfire anymore - i´m trying to find a new artist and character-identidy because the old one does´nt fits me anymore... :3 its great to know that here are some sweet buddies who really care about me and check up if i am still allive :glomp:

thanks bollocks^^

sonja

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my second non-DID-related art-account: [link] ^^
~DoctorBollocks:iconDoctorBollocks: Mar 23, 2008, 8:24:33 PM
Hi wild, Dr.B again, sending a checkup of sorts, seeing if you're still around ^^;

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I'm Religious so I MUST be a Discriminating BIGOT who hates anyone who does'nt agree with my beliefs and I MUST hate gays and damn people to hell.
I live in the South so I MUST be a racist redneck who drinks all the time and practices incest( wut evr tha
~IronsteffL:iconIronsteffL: Jan 28, 2008, 5:03:33 AM
Fantastische Gallerie! :D
~DoctorBollocks:iconDoctorBollocks: Jan 26, 2008, 7:56:37 PM
Hey Wild, whenever you get on give me a buz, I miss you around here, how're you doing anyways?

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I'm Religious so I MUST be a Discriminating BIGOT who hates anyone who does'nt agree with my beliefs and I MUST hate gays and damn people to hell.
I live in the South so I MUST be a racist redneck who drinks all the time and practices incest( wut evr tha
~Neko-Spy:iconNeko-Spy: Jan 14, 2008, 3:33:10 PM
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!

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... I WAS .............
.......... HERE ......
..Leaving my .......
Footprints in your
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend

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Define irony...
A plane full of drunken idiots dancing to a song made famous, by a band who died in a plane crash
~username2006:iconusername2006: Nov 23, 2007, 10:03:26 AM
Keep warm this autumn.
~xxCrimsonStars:iconxxCrimsonStars: Nov 16, 2007, 3:11:59 PM
thanks for the fave :)

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imperfection is beauty.
madness is genius.
and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring.
-marilyn monroe

*Writer's Club!
~ThunderOfAlcatraz:iconThunderOfAlcatraz: Nov 9, 2007, 7:32:12 AM
*grins*
Sorry... aber ist schon ok, bisher bin ich ganz gut zurecht gekommen. Wenn ich die Zeit habe schau ich gerne mal in das RPG (bin grade auf Lehrgang und übelst busy *cry*)

Das mit dem Grüßen mach ich, klaro^^

Liebe Grüße^^
Thunder