...the last day of your life

lol... no, today is'nt my B-day (actually it was on monday ;3)

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thought i may giving you a hint of my attitude, feelings and thoughts with this soundtrack of my current life^^
(the song-names of german bands adversus and wumscut has been translated in english for this blog)

ADVERSUS

-borderline princess
-blade dance
-my hate floats needles into your face
-dream on beautyful child
-soulwinter

CRÜXSHADOWS

-birthday
-perfect
-return
-dragonfly
-waiting to leave
-cruelty
-ballrooms on mars
-love and hatrea

COMBICHRIST

-sex, drugs and industrial
-give head if you got it
-god wrapped in plastic
-happy fucking birthday
-get your body beat
-rubber toy
-intruder alert
-this shit will fuck you up
-without emotions

WUMSCUT

-i want you
-war
-soylent green
-love
-mortal highway
-jesus antichrist
-at night

OTHER FAVES

the organ - sinking hearts
placebo - every you every me
the verve - bitter sweet symphony
das kollektiv - schwarzer mann
samsas traum - k.haos-prinz und windprinzessin
samsas traum - endstation eden
ASP - nie mehr
ASP - duett
ASP - werben
ASP - und wir tanzten
SITD - snuff machinery
SITD - richtfest
oomph!! (SITD remix) - das letzte streichholz
oomph!! - weisst du wieviel sterne stehn
oomph!! - frau spricht im schlaf

...^^ okay that was alot - sorrrrrrry guys^^
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the headline is part of one of my faved songs wich never loses his brainwashing power on me *lol*

i just can compare my current life-stuation with the above listed songs and especially with this lyrics^^:

Roll out of bed, look in the mirror
And wonder who you are
Another year has come and gone

Today is your birthday
But it might be the last day of your life
What will you do if tomorrow it's all gone?

You won't be young forever
There's only a fraction to the sum
You won't be young forever
Nor will anyone
So...

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, you haven't got forever

And tell me what really matters
Is it the money and the fame?
Or how many people might eventually know your name?

But maybe you touch one life
And the world becomes a better place to be
Maybe you give their dreams another day
Another chance to be free

Happy birthday
Happy birthday

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, it all comes back to you.

crüxshadows - BIRTHDAY


so... why do i come up with song-lyrics out of a sudden?

well... i am gonna change some imprtant things in my life and so also in my art *smiles*

i am honestly somekind tired of my old OC´s we created during the CS-era - its not that i don´t love em, but i wish to let them grow some older and give em real goals, individual looks and dreams they can hunt for... just to make em more interesting and capable for new stories and RPGs

part of this will be some new idea-sharing with 'rikku' and hopefully 'suicide' too and whoever got some great thoughts to tell - i am open for something new wich fits my kind of art and rpging^^

thanks for the support and spended time in past and future friends, buddies, lover and fans!^^

and something more...

WILDFIRE is dead!

why so?^^"... she decided to take another identity/look/name and changed her attitude... that will be alot of fun i guess...^^

hope you look forward to new art, stories and a new image of my own!

*smiles and hugs*

sonja